English p1 was horrible, well.. for me.
How I wish some terrorist will just bomb (only) my script,
so that at least my prelim p1 can pull the marks up, maybe a little?
Or can some robber or thief just go ahead and steal my paper?
I have no idea why he must steal, but I really think my English p1 is horrible.
Anywhat, just leaving everything to God and I have trust in Him.
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Emaths tomorrow.
I feel unprepared.
&I think i'm gonna toss and turn on the bed for half an hour before falling asleep again.
May God bless all of you.
My mood has been going up and down recently,
and it is happening at a very wrong time.
Sigh,

Really can't bear to leave 4a1.
Thinking back, we had actually been through so much as a class.
Whole class being suspended and end up staying at the foyer;
Laughing at how Mr Lim embarrass himself;
Had a very special National Day this year;
Tolerating Mr Gohs' cold jokes, Mrs Rupesh's sarcasm, Mr Nair's wonderful jokes, Miss Lee's highness, Mdm Lai's motherlyness, Ms Liem's er-hu, and the unreasonable Mr Lim.
How each and everyone of us being really nervous about our Chinese 'o' level results.
It is all these tiny little things that make 4a1 wonderful.
&I guess the person I will miss most when I leave opss will be Mrs Rupesh.
She's an excellent teacher, really.
Hopefully, when each and everyone moves on to their next journey,
they will remember all these silly things that we had done, and fun and laughter that we once had.
Hope the story will not ends here, but will continue.
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Okay, a little touchy.

Am really tired physically and mentally.
I guess I have to catch some sleep first before starting the battle again.
Mood ain't getting better.
Eyes are swollen.
&I look uglier now.
Feeling so distracted. And helpless.
Or probably, i pushed the help away.

What's more could I say?

It is happening at a really wrong time.

On a lighter note, looking forward to prom.
Still contemplating whether I should go Taiwan or not.
It is so packed, and I don't really like it.

I miss shopping so very much.
I miss the movie dates we used to have with someone.
holas, &I shall not continue with the never-ending list.

Satan is attacking me, >(
Shoooooooooooooo,
Was really really sad the whole day.
Even till now, i feel so hurt.

I guess i'm suffering from depression or something,
and I'm dead serious.
And one of the prime suspect is studying.
like, getting sensitive over small stuff,
throwing tantrum over trival matter.
I am controlling!
But i guess, its not good enough.
I am like facing this one more time,
last year eoy was like this,
now o levels is also like this.

God is really helping me, really.
And I'm really thankful for that.
But i guess i need time to mend this wound.

Awesome.
Had children's day event in church today.
Had a really really fun day.
With Issac being the super dramatic guy..
The skit was really smooth, so everything was good.
PRAISE GOD!
Met Jency and friends again.
I am definitely not gonna watch the guys play basketball again.
I think even banging the wall will be more fun then watching them play.
Oh well, played candles, and slacked.
Just reached home.

So many photos that I want to upload. >(
But unable to, due to my so very 'excellent' phone.

Had been meeting them lately, and it's fun.
(thumbs up!)
(: